"What is your first step for your contribution to your country? The exact first step"
"What will you do right after your homecoming?"
I firmly confess that I am not that proper person hoped by my country
It is not a sign of pessimistic
However, I need certain period of time learning outside 'what's in real possibly applied in Indonesia but has not been developed yet
Watching this video made me feel as if I am in between two loved-ones: my country and someone
Both issues are not options to choose, however, to satisfy both
Because both, in my point of view, are my future plan
I never met such a man who reminds me of Allah when think about him and I feel save even he already showed his feeling and "intention" indirectly
No dilemmatic feeling. So far, I just feel so sure towards him.
However, I would not meet him without my scholarship funder
I don't know what kind of life will be, but for sure, I need time to develop my skill and my first step for Indonesia. Many things are still hidden outside and courage me to 'dig' and get them (to learn)